Crazy College Gal at 25

Ok, see, you can never forward this link to anyone I may be interested in dating, deal? But you guys, seriously, I needed to be drunk and stupid when I was 18, like everyone else. . .I have instead taken it upon myself to be drunk and stupid as a young professional, what a good idea!? But can anyone else identify with this. . .I have NEVER NEVER NEVER blacked out and forgotten things from drinking before. . .and I can put a few back and I've had my drunken times. But TWICE in the last 2 weeks, I have gotten drunk to oblivion and forgotten significant portions of the night's events. I mean, I've forgotten stuff and had ME remind me of it the next day. . ."Remember when you said this?" "Oh yeah, yeah, it's coming back." But the last couple times. . .well, I mean, on my 23rd birthday, I blacked out throwing up, and didn't know I had until ME told me. . . I certainly felt enough like ass to have thrown up.

But those are the only three times I've ever blacked out. Anyone had this phenomenom, where ALL OF A SUDDEN without warning, you start blacking out parts of the night's events, even though you never have before and you've been plenty drunk MANY MANY times. And I don't see it coming. . .there's nothing different about how I'm getting drunk now vs. before. Maybe Stoli Vanilla is not really my friend. A shame too, she's SUCH a GREAT FRIEND. Also, I want to clarify. . .I don't mean, I get drunk and then WANT to forget the night's events and therefore use drunkeness as an excuse. . .I mean, I REALLY DON'T REMEMBER, HAVE NO CLUE beyond a certain point.