Have you SEEN me?

Formerly Not So Much. . .the daily musings of a 26-year-old PYT whose self-love is superceded only by her obnoxiously endearing ability to remind you at all times just how fabulous she is. Guys too stupid to realize how lucky they are to be graced with her presence? Woman with 4-pack abs climbs onto the elliptical trainer next to her? Arrives at Chick-Fil-A at 10:37, only to learn she has missed her opportunity for a chicken biscuit? She throws all these setbacks off with disdain. . .after all, have you SEEN her??

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

She's Got to Be Somebody's Baby

Well. . .we had sort of already had the conversation. . .sort of. It was out there that neither of us was really dating or wanting to date anyone else. . .and I have to say, both of us were acting in sort of proprietary ways towards each other. (Hey, you'd act proprietary too if some 18-year-old in his class was following him around like a puppy, asking him to explain things to her, and wanting to have "study dates.") Well, I mean, as I said, I DON'T want to date anyone else. This guy treats me like gold and I'm completely falling for him. It's not just the flowers. . .it's a bunch of stuff that I haven't revealed on the blog. Everything he says, and everything he does that backs up what he says, leads me to believe that I am not letting this one get away, and I'd be a fool to do so.

So. . .in true 8th grade fashion, the question was posed last night: "So, you know, if I'm talking about you to someone. . .how should I refer to you? Is it going to be ok if I use the "G" word?" Pause. "Yeah, you can use the "G" word. Are you sure that's what YOU want?" "Um, let me think: YEAH." I went on to explain that the B word, since the last one, and until him, had been a four letter word. He replied, "Well, now it's a three letter word." (His name is three letters long.)

By the way, on May 9, on this blog, I said:

"I just have to continue to handle myself well, and NEVER EVER continue talking to a boy who is not making a legitimate effort to date me, really date me, call me up and ask me on dates. I am done with that. And 8 boys are better than one, which is why BOYFRIEND is not in my near future. The next man I call that will have to be one that I am head-over-heels for and can really see myself with for some time in the future. And more importantly, he will be head-over-heels for me. Cause that's what I want and deserve, and I'm willing to wait for it."

I would say I'm eating my words. . .but. . .I have EXACTLY what I said I would need to start using that hated monicker.

But the really important question: Non-Girlfriend, do you still like me?

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