Have you SEEN me?

Formerly Not So Much. . .the daily musings of a 26-year-old PYT whose self-love is superceded only by her obnoxiously endearing ability to remind you at all times just how fabulous she is. Guys too stupid to realize how lucky they are to be graced with her presence? Woman with 4-pack abs climbs onto the elliptical trainer next to her? Arrives at Chick-Fil-A at 10:37, only to learn she has missed her opportunity for a chicken biscuit? She throws all these setbacks off with disdain. . .after all, have you SEEN her??

Friday, July 02, 2004

I'm kinda sketchy, but I'M NOT THIS SKETCHY.

So, the guy from the ejacu-mail finally got in touch with me. I don't remember whether I said so explicitly before, although the comments may have revealed this, but he allegedly has a girlfriend. Naively, I'm thinking, you know, obviously, his relationship is on its way out, and I mean, he definitely needs to clear that up before trying to talk to me, but there's no reason we can't talk in the meantime, see if we're liking each other and see what happens. I'm not going to be THAT girl who runs around with a guy who has a girlfriend, but I don't know how much longer this situation is going to last, don't know whether it's already dead in his mind. . .I've certainly been in relationships that were over before I told the other person. . .didn't want to jump to conclusions before talking to him.

Well. . .conclusion jumped to. After several minutes of flirtateous conversation and him leading me to believe very strongly that he didn't see where one situation (his girlfriend) had anything to do with the other (me), I finally just asked him: "You just want to sleep with me, don't you?" "Well. . .yeah."

Join the club, buddy, have you SEEN me??

This guy is BEYOND sketchy. I mean, I gotta give him credit for not being a wolf in sheep's clothing, see this post and the ones leading up to it. This guy's just a wolf. I questioned him relentlessly. . .don't you think this is wrong. . .don't you think it's not a good idea. . .don't you think that maybe you're not happy with your girlfriend and this isn't the right relationship for you maybe? No. None of the above, he "can't find anything wrong" with his relationship with her, he knows he probably has a "problem" with fidelity but he's ONLY cheated on her 2 times in 5 1/2 years, so he thinks that's "pretty good." I said, "You're going to marry this girl in a couple years and cheat on her for the rest of your life." Oh no no no, he assured me MARRIAGE was different and he could resist temptation in that case. Yeah right.

Well, huh? it should make you happy to hear that although I am sexually open-minded and put way too much emphasis on it. . .I am NOT THIS PERSON. Do unto others, you know. . .I can't do this to that POOR, CLUELESS girl, no matter how attracted I WAS to her boyfriend before I figured out what a sleaze he is!

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